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Now, More Than Ever!

by Patrick Ripoll

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1.
26 Minutes 02:35
In the 26 minutes that you will get When you know you will not see your sister again Fill up the bath, crawl inside hum to yourself, say goodnight In those 26 minutes you can bet the phones will be down with the internet people will run and scream in the streets the sirens will sound and then suddenly cease In the 26 minutes they're in the air You'll put on a dress and fix your hair You'll put on a record and hold yourself And turn into ash just like everything else
2.
Peter once said the ultimate truth "You're just a facemaker, a ghoul, a buffoon." I'm not the person I ought to be No, I'm not Vincent Price When Lon Chaney Jr. died His liver was huge his lungs were fried And to me that sounds just fine To me that sounds just fine I lived as a monster, I'll die as a monster I lived as a monster, I'll die as a monster Crash my golf cart into a tree Get soused on TV and bare my teeth I'm not Vincent Price, I'm not my dad I'm no good but what I'm good at is being bad What's wrong with that? What's wrong with that? I lived as a monster, I'll die as a monster I lived as a monster, I'll die as a monster I was born undead, this is all gravy Don't bother preaching, don't try to save me I lived as a monster, I'll die as a monster
3.
These old wrestling tapes that still have commercials they make pleasing stacks and sights and sounds These old wrestling tapes of Monday Night Nitro will keep me company when you're not around These old wrestling tapes feature Eric Bischoff and Sting when he looked just like The Crow These old wrestling tapes have weathered the decades better than most people that I have known These old wrestling tapes here to reassure me evil always wins, the assholes take the prize The pious are weak and easily out-numbered the vicious mighty and twice our size
4.
I had something to say I had a speech prepared It all fell apart when my eyes met your stare It was really important It had dashes of profundity It had an air of sadness It gave an ultimatum, what was to be if this ship would not sail could we swim back to isles lush and green live as apes, king and queen I think this is a duel that's never gonna end, and this is the time that we'll never spend, then this is a scandal, what do your folks know what's the scenario, how high does this go I had something to say I had the words just right It had allusions to Chaucer It took all night One of us has to say it This jalopy's running on fumes Our time alive is finite I don't want you to resent me, you have to choose where we land, land or sea, see this through, through the mist, missed the chance now my tongue's in my teeth when you look back on this will you say I was boring Was this avenue really worth exploring? What's a few years worth? I feel unsteady We used to laugh so much, I miss it already I had something to say
5.
Love Songs 00:39
The three coins in the fountain do not care about our love The light in the piazza does not come from God above Moon River's just a tributary, filled with hazardous waste and too many people believe in love songs, well that was their first mistake
6.
Spending way more of my time than I should Thinking about you much more than I should What are you eating? Do you skip lunch? I bet you have a smoker and a freezer full of deer Soon I'm gonna meet you and think about the 700 days we spent in my mind as colleagues and peers as neighbors too I'll have a lot to say I won't say a word
7.
Plow Ahead 02:36
Hop in a van and move to Seattle start a new life but I will still prattle on alienate my friends and grow sour a dozen fresh starts and I'm still a coward now quick escape lock the door we don't use that room anymore Oh oh oh I hear a noise from inside the wall a rat that we poisoned but it still crawls away Hold me I'm shaking this isn't real a canyon between the things that we feel and say plow ahead just get sane build a box and keep your thoughts off of the pain oh oh oh scream and bleed stain the floor I don't have a country anymore oh oh oh
8.
I'm having nightmares 'bout this job I can't seem to give them what they want And if I get fired, how will I pay my rent I'm having nightmares about this job I'm having nightmares about this job I don't know what I do all day Every minute's a waste, But I still get paid I'm having nightmares about this job I'm having nightmares about this job The store is filling up with hungry ghouls and there's only one bullet left, and I'm saving it for me Why can't they me be? I'm having nightmares about this job I'm having nightmares about this job probably have them about the next one too I don't want to work and what else is there to do I'm having nightmares about this job
9.
I dug a hole and filled it up with compost Rested on the cool grass for a minute I saw the future in a dream last night There’s nothing in it I set the sapling in the hole Started gently tamping down the dirt I saw the future in a dream last night Somebody’s gonna get hurt, somebody’s gonna get hurt I hope it’s not me But I suspect it’s going to have to be I dug my heels in for the winter And I waited for the snow But something was stuck up in the clouds Something was stuck up there It couldn’t let go And when its time came I could see it happen Blossoms black and sweet as Texas crude I saw the future flowering like a ruptured vessel Somebody’s gonna get screwed It won’t be me Someday I am going to walk out of here free
10.
There's a mask on the wall What's the mask for? There was an axe on the wall Where'd the axe go? There's a man in the garage and he's staring at me as I take some pliers to my girlfriend's coat there's a board game on the floor I thought this was fall break, I wanted something more I wanted something to remember
11.
Why Wait 02:00
I'm ready to die I'm ready to die Why wait? Why wait? What is this life? Why am I alive? Why wait? Why wait? Why wait? I'm sorry I'm weak
12.
It's gonna happen quick you're gonna like it too when the clouds fly by and cover the moon when you open the door to your room you let him, you know what he'll do every night by your side Dracula's bride Dracula's bride He can fuck you better than Johnny could numb the bad and kill the good eyes of fire, heart of soot avoid wolfsbane, garlic and wood we will thrive the dead alive Dracula's Bride Dracula's Bride You want a miracle? You want a mirace, you want a miracle it's a mirace, it's a miracle it's a miracle
13.
I'm no good for no one strictly bottom drawer doesn't mean I have the will to not knock on their doors so many awful things will happen in the next fourteen hundred days A lousy lay undoubtedly in general a bore even Big Data told me they don't care no more so many awful things will happen in the next fourteen hundred days Your parents are white supremacists probably mine are too paralyzed with fear and rage no idea what to do so many awful things will happen in the next fourteen hundred days so many fearful things will happen and all I can do is wait so many awful things will happen

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Things that were always true, but are now undeniable.

Started writing and recording this album in late 2016.

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released April 18, 2019

All songs written and performed by Patrick Ripoll except tracks 8 & 9.

Nightmares About This Job written by Patrick Ripoll and Erin Vogel, performed by Patrick Ripoll, Erin Vogel, and Josué García García

Black Pear Tree written by John Darnielle

Formal Resignation contains a sample of "Cokesbury" by Sidney Gish, used with permission

Horror of Dracula contains a sample from "Horror of Dracula" by Terence Fisher, used without permission. Please don't tell Warner Brothers.

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